Of pride, poverty and prickly heat

02 December 2009 @ 10:37 pm

Why are you so captivating? You sweep me off the ground, and turn me round and round, like little ponies on a carousel, leaving me so ecstatic. Yet, you got me rolling down an endless mountain, leavin' me with nothing and nothing at all. Its all temporary, you are temporary. You make me feel at the top of the world, and at the bottom of a valley. Everything is nothing but a fantasy.

I h8 elementary, it makes me feel so lousy :( Oh welllllzx -pulls up socks- HAHA :D Wonder if practicing more will help since practice makes perfect :O Lazyyyy, haha :D So tiredzx now my legs doesn`t feel like mineeeeeee :O Hahaha :D Today was quite a dreary day, I think. Maybe cause I`m rather tired now! (: HAHA luvv dark cherry mocha :D Tmrw must wake up early again sighhhhhzx.

So, today marks the second day of December! A pretty appealing month, cause it contains the festive of giving and conveys the message of peace, hope and faith :) I mean, yuh its the day where Jesus was born and people gets save, and we are saved and redeemed and well taken care of so I should stop worrying about redundant stuffzx as though I have not enough things to worry about. Yet again, December marks the end of a year, and with every end comes a beginning (: So, it means its time to leave for somewhere new, start things afresh, and leave nothing but footprints, take nothing but memories :)

December oh December, pls draw a beautiful ending for 2009 :) And start off a good year! A good start is half the battle won ^^

Cotidie damnatur qui semper timet

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22 November 2009 @ 09:38 pm

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After reading several blogs, I`m actually feeling quite nostalgic O: I have no idea why lehhhhhhhhh, some blogs isn`t even people close to me! So weirdzx. Hahahaha why can`t tkgs have exchange programmes too? Every school`s like flying everywhere and we don`t even have Cambodia this year :( Ughhhhhhhzx.

Anyway, I`m gonna be tied down with a lot of stuffs all the way till next year April, which is quite bad actually :( Aiyaaaaaaa so much for committing into so many thingzx srsly. Chingay, elementary, tuitions, guides, school, family, friends (....) Thinking about it makes me feel quite sian-ed oh welllzx ._. Hahahaha nehmind tmrw will take care of itself :)

Anyway, being too concern about external appearances which leads to neglecting internal which leads to self-condemnation which leads to missing out the good things God has given us, haha vicious cycle. I`m never short-changed I`m never short-changed.

I did a good deed today! I donated to a physically challenged! :) I donated 20% of the money I earn from selling my old booooooooookzx! :) HAHA I shall try to do a good deed everyday and build a compassionate Singapore :D

Anyway, I have to say. The leadership camp wasn`t all that bad. :) Left me with dreams and aspirations to fulfil. HAHA :D All mouth talk and no actionzx ._.

And off with braces next month 21st! noooooooooooooooooooo¬ My 'put-for-fun' braces has came to an end :( Hopefully I can have coloured retainers! If there`s such thingzx or I`ll paint it myself hurrrrrrrrrr.

" At the end of the day, courage can just be simply saying 'I`ll try again "

K bye :)

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17 November 2009 @ 08:33 pm

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CCA leaders camp is so .... UGH
Haha I couldn`t find a right word to describe it ._. But at least I met a newwwwwww friend to entertain me ^ ^

I think my life is in a mess now :O Or maybe I`m the one that`s messed up!!! Fagzx.................................... Okay Idk what I wanted to post feel like stoning naozx. OH, there`s ballet tmrw, wtheckzx bloody lazy thinking of the syllabus makes me go oh save meeeee thinking of the people there makes me go oh why am I so phat and shortzx whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, I don`t feeeeeeeeeeeel like going at least not tmrw ¬ Aiya insecurities setting in laaaaaaaaa.

Sometimes ah, I really wish the world can end immediately, but I haven`t do so many things leh haven`t been to Europe haven`t drive haven`t date haven`t pass O level haven`t pass A level haven`t find a job haven`t travel haven`t (...........) so contradicting uh. Anywehs, is there such a word as 'haven`t'? Hahahaha. Sigh I feel veh melancholic today no good leh maybe I`ll turn autistic and smell painted paper for comfort ( i learnt this at camp ._. ) ._.

K bye bye I want to watch tv. :)

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11 November 2009 @ 10:35 pm

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Paloma Herrera :)
I want to be as slim and as pretty and dance as well too! :(

HAHA I need to put in a lot x1209784903172038 hardwork for Elementary (its bloody tough ttm) to pass ~~with safe grades~~ ugh why didn`t I work hard last time oh tell me why.

Anywehs, for some reasons, I feel like I`ve yet to really enjoy myself since FYE ended :O Its like, extended studies, o level chinese, guides, ballet and tuition! Where's my life? Hahaha my November is packed ttm and guess I`ve got to put 'enjoyment' on hold sighhhhhhs. And I feel like I`ve not been spending enough time on my books (or rather I`m not spending time with my books) call me a nerd I`m gonna try to finish my holiday homeworkzx for once. On a brighter note, Ubin with the usualzx soon, haha hope it doesn`t rain at alllllll plssssssssss :(

I need to lose weight, its no longer a want. HAHA don`t tell me I`m not fat cause you skinny people just don`t know how it feels like to feel fat O: HAHAHA whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy did I eat macs this morning? HAHAHA temptation of food is irresistable ^ ^

Discipline thx

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